I Don't Even Care if I'm Being Used

Today is a very good day in my life, even though my horoscope said some pretty shittastic things about today. Here, hold on, I'll let you read it. I was born on December 10th, which makes me a Sagittarius. Here's what it says for July 22, 2010.

From horoscope.com: "In general, your spirit is upbeat, freedom loving, and adventurous, Sagittarius. Today, however, you might find that it's a bit more intense and possibly somber, especially when it comes to romantic issues. This approach to matters of the heart isn't exactly your normal style, but you're apt to find that it's appropriate for your situation now. Make sure you have the right tools for the job at hand."

Yeah. Okay, someone interpret that for me. You all know that I kind of have major crushes for this person who's going to be a junior in a month. Yeah, Jordie. -Sigh- She's so...yeah. And I do have an upbeat spirit today. But at the same time, I don't know the difference between intense and somber. Especially because intense isn't a word I use very often to describe things about my life. My mother, yeah, and maybe even my dad when he's working out or something, but not me. Also, what the fuck are the "right tools" for the job? I mean, I guess being good at organizing would be a good tool for the job at hand, considering that I'm helping Jordie organize all her stuff before she leaves for Jamaica until school starts.

Um, yeah. I kind of stalk her, but not, you know? She came to my room today. I can't believe she came to my room today. I was napping instead of going to lunch, and she knocked once and then came in. I didn't look up because I thought it was Justin coming to wake us up or something, but Qiu got up, and then all of a sudden I hear her voice. And I practically jumped out of bed. I just really, really don't want to end up in the friend zone. That would suck. I feel like I'm there, though. Oh well.

I'm going to go back to helping Jordie clean her room up in about fifteen minutes. I think that's enough time for a Scrabble game. Lord knows I'm not ever doing Deal or No Deal again...that was a cruel project, but it was fun-ish. If I didn't have to do all the games myself, I would have enjoyed it more. I'll have some pictures for you guys of some random stuff later this week. Just of the random things I like to take pictures of, you know? So...yeah.

I feel like today has been/is going to be a good day.

This could really be a good life.

L-O-V-E always,

Clarke