First, my apologies for being very unposty. I know. But I've been blah lately. On Thursday, I saw Alice in Wonderland at midnight. It was so very, very good. Especially the futterwagon (I think that's how you spell it). Johnny Depp was amazing (as per usual), and I had a generally wonderful time. Then, on Saturday, I hung out with a friend who was home for spring break, and we got all gussied up to see the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Until Saturday at midnight, I was a Rocky virgin. It was so, soooo much fun. Here's a couple pictures for your viewing entertainment. I warn you: it's better not to ask questions.
New friends!
Stockinged/Fishnetted legs
Me in my whory glory
And finally, the Virgin V.
Next order of business: I have a new phone! It's the Pantech Impact. Oh, and I got it in pink! Again, it's better not to ask. His name is Pepper Mint (two words. Not one) and he's Canadian. I love him very much, and I will attempt to take very good care of him. He's so cute! And he does YouTube and the internet and music playing and picture taking. He's like a mini-computer. And he's pink. Yes. I'm infatuated/possibly in lust with my phone.
Now money. I've added to the Doll fund! I'm now 38.5% of the way toward my baby! I'm still wishing for him on 11:11, so we'll see if I actually get to order him on April 15, 2o1o. At this point, probably not. But I'm hoping to definitely have him before I leave for college. If not, I'll still find a way to get him. Xan is definitely going to be here. With me. Before my nineteenth birthday. -Sharp nod- I've decided.
Recently, my emotions have been kind of blah. Like, just not there, so I haven't really been in the mood to do anything. Writing this much to tell you guys anything is a big deal. Really. I haven't done homework in over a week and I have a test and a quiz tomorrow. I just don't care about it anymore. Part of it is because I have senioritis, and the other part is that I'm just exhausted. Physically and mentally. I'm ready for this just to be done and over with. Really I am. It makes no sense. I want to know where I got into college now and decide now and be able to pay for it now and just get up and go. I want to move. I need to move. I'm like Tom in The Glass Menagerie: I've had enough of the mundane and the yelling and the insanity. I need adventure, and I'm tired of going to the movies to get it. I need a fire escape. So today, after second period, I decided that I was going to go home. I went to the front office, played sick, got permission to go home, drove home. I'm not sick. Really. I just needed to get away. I couldn't focus on anything, and being stuck in a classroom was suffocating me. So I finally had a chance to get away. Thank. God.
I've been going to the Boys and Girls Club recently, and they're having a talent show. The entry fee is three dollars, but first place wins $1oo, which I could definitely use. So I'm going to enter. And I'm going to sing Lady Antebellum's Need You Now. It's a really good song. It sort of speaks to a lot of what's been going on in my life. I need someone or something, but I have no idea what it is. They know what it is and all, but I need it now, and I don't know how much longer I can go without it. Or at least learning what it is.
Lately, I've been really into origami. I've made boxes and strawberries and goldfish, and when I wake up from my nap, I'm going to attempt this apple. And then take pictures of them because this is what I do when I get bored. Maybe people will like them. Also, Will and Grace is the most amazing sitcom I think I've ever watched. I'm absolutely hooked. /Will probably end up watching that instead of napping.
To the two of you that actually read this, thank you for listening to what I have to say. I know a lot of the time I write about nothing, but it's a much needed release from what's going on in real life. Thanks for giving me a fire escape.
L-O-V-E always,
Clarke
Doll Fund: $147.41/$383.28 -- 38.46%
Current Anime: Sailor Moon (episode 1o3/2oo) -- Hello, Sailor Mini Moon
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