Illness

Hey everybody.

Ugh, I'm sick. I finished my last paper of high school and turned it in today. Now I have to do community service. And I have to find a new place to do it. I think I'm going to volunteer at my elementary school. :]

Kay, naptime. Just wanted to let you all know that I was alive.

DAY 30. One month exactly since I've been waiting for my baby. I hope that he shows up in the next month. Else I may have to shoot someone down at Eden Doll. D:

L-O-V-E always,

Clarke

Still Waiting

Hey everyone. The wait has moved into day 20, and I'm starting to get a little bit antsy. I'm almost tired of waiting, but at the same time, I know I have to and I'm excited that I'm waiting for something that I want. I just wish that I could have Xan now and not have to wait for him. I know I'm going to love him the minute I lay eyes on him, and I'd like to just have him already.

But patience is key, is it not?

Anyway, prom was on Friday. :) I had sosososososoooooo much fun. I have to upload all the pictures from my phone to Facebook. Until then, though, here's two pictures of me and my date and then just me to tide you over. :D

That's me and my date (Giovanni). Too cute, right?

And then there's me and my dress. I look so grown up and straaaaange.

Okay, that should tide you over for now. I have more pictures to post that have nothing to do with my life on a Sunday afternoon than take pictures and make lameass videos about nothing. :) The pictures are in the video, so I'll just give y'all the video. Go on, laugh at it. I do. Promise. Okay, okay, I'll stop writing and actually post the video now.

This is my life, okay? Don't judge me.

I have no life. I'm in American Identities right now, and they're talking about homosexuality, being an individual, and ten-year-old kids who are total douches. Aka, I'm not really paying attention, but this is what I'm getting out of the lecture. I'm probably going to continue not to pay attention and stuff. Oh hey, he just mention Jerry Springer. Cool. I watch that show. And, like, without shame, too. And Maury. And Cheaters. I'm a sucker for daytime television.

Okay, onto something actually worth something. My last week of school schedule:

Wednesday

-Chorus field trip

-Dramatic Literature One Act

Thursday

-Physics Boat Regatta

-Comedy Sportz show

Monday

-American Identities final

-Turn in Dramatic Literature final paper?

Tuesday

-Physics final

-Turn in Dramatic Literature final paper?

Thursday

-Dramatic Literature final paper due at 10:15

-Begin community service (to June 4th)

I know, right? This is just school. /shot. I'd much rather just sleep and have summer already. I got three really good fortunes from fortune cookies yesterday, though, so I'm hoping that it means that Xan is coming soon, summer vacation will be wonderful, and that I'm going to inherit a large sum of money soon. Maybe I can order Aaron sooner than I think I'll be able to. I hope. Maybe. Xan won't be right without Aaron.

Anyway, I'm not really doing anything worth anything anymore, so I'm gonna leave you with one more random picture and then let you go for awhile. Thanks for reading this...if you actually did read to the very end. Bravo. Brava.

L-O-V-E always,

Clarke

Day Ten, And Other Things

Rawr! And Hello~

Today marks the tenth day in my wait for my dear Xan. I'm like...stalking Eden Doll's website. Even though I know it'll be at least four weeks until he's there. /Nerdfail.

I had a lot of fun last night. I livestreamed with my two favorite people, and we stayed up talking/roleplaying until just after 1:30. God, I love them. So. Much. Fun. Honestly, this has been a pretty awesome week. I don't have school today, and I didn't have class on Tuesday. I spent time with a few people I like, and then come home to basically no curfew because my grandmother goes to bed incredibly early. But family comes back home this weekend, which is good. I missed them.

Oh, so about a week ago was Dana's birthday, and we took a crapload of pictures during our free period. Here's a few of my favorite.

Here, I am a monster, chasing Dana away~

Insert Andrew the Creeper here~

Dana and I are space pirates. :)

This one's my favorite. We're actually cute! :O

We're busy being cute, and Andrew's in the background, just creepin'. :'D

Okay, well, with that out of the way, I don't have much else to say. I'm going to continue stalking Eden Doll until I get my baby. I've ordered bracelets, a necklace, and a beanie/muffler for him already. They'll be here before he is, unfortunately. But that's okay! He'll be dressed all pretty when he shows up~

L-O-V-E always,

Clarke

Have You Ever?

Been in love with someone that you know you’ll never have because you’re never going to be right for them? I have.

Cried yourself to sleep because you want to pull away two people who are clearly in love? Knowing full well that you love both of them and that doing this might ruin two friendships? I have.

Learned about everything that the person you’re in love with likes just so you can impress them? I have

Not felt good enough because you’ll always just be a friend? I have.

Just wanted to give up? I have.

But life keeps going, whether or not we’re ready for it, right? So I guess I’d better hold on tight so I don’t fall off the ride.

L-O-V-E always,
Clarke

I'm In A Shitty Mood

And no, I don't want to talk about this.

So putting this up is completely pointless. Whatever. At this point, I don't give a fuck.