What did you dream about last night?

The weirdest EFFING thing. I had a dream that my mother was going on a work trip, but then my cousin was at my house and helping move my grandma into my house, but we weren't bringing in her stuff, we were bringing in frozen groceries from the trunk. And then I took her car and drove through a jungle to get to school. And I saw Katie Eiler and tried to say hello (she was in the weirdest outfit), but she was mad and didn't look at me. And then I saw Mrs. Fox and we talked, but then I got into the elevator to come up to talk to her instead of taking the stairs, and I got stuck in the elevator and almost passed out, but apparently it was a really easy thing to fix. And then I woke up. Dude, this is why I need a good eight hours of sleep: so I don't have creepy dreams like that.

At least I'm honest.

Homework, Essays, and Best Friends

So, yesterday afternoon, I was totally stressed out to the point that I was ready to do something really stupid. And then Josh and Salem signed on. I've come to realize that these two people have become two people that I don't think I can live without. Some days, it feels like they're my reason for living. Salem had prom (as his brother's date), and I think he looked absolutely adorable. He says he had loads of fun, danced for four hours, and that he did the stanky leg (which I would have given my leg to see). And then Josh and I started a computer call (like Skype...only with msn and more awesome), and we talked until he went to bed. By the end of the night, I was completely and totally unstressed, and I really do have his voice to thank.

Josh's voice is a combination of Southern Comfort (if he's Southern and Salem is comfort then Josh + Salem = southern comfort XD), happiness, and the biggest hug/cuddle. There's practically no way to not feel comfortable talking to him. I dunno. He's such a nerd, too. But I guess I am. We had a battle of the awesomeness, and I won. :) What we do is pick a topic (animal noises, Pokemon, etc...), and the person who can name the most wins. Well, I believe I was at a distinct advantage, as I have memorized every single Pokemon up to number 4oo. Needless to say, I won that battle, and then proved to him that I am the biggest nerd on the planet by reciting every Pokemon theme song possible (Yes, really).

All in all, it was one of the best nights I've had in a long time. Now I've got to do work, but I have to remember that if I just work hard and do my best, the grade will take care of itself. I can't control what the teacher gives me as a grade or how they decide to look at my paper for grading. What I cannot control is not trying to hurt me. I'm going to work on this paper, and it's going to turn out just great. Yes, I believe it will.

Now I just have to finish reading the book and then write an essay. But it's only like...2.5 or 3.5 single spaced pages, which is five or seven double spaced pages. Be not fooled, all, I have a few tricks up my sleeve if I need length at the last minute without even touching the margins. I believe that I'll be just fine on this paper.

So, in non paper related news, I absolutely love my computer. Kelsa Mai is lightning fast, and she always does what I ask her. Goodness me, she is a doll.~

Now onto the obligatory doll-related news:

I HAVE TRANSFERED THE MONEY TO PAYPAL. It's processing. It should be there on the 28th of this month. That would be Wednesday. Which means that there is a distinct possibility that I will be ordering Xanifel on Wednesday, April 28th, 2o1o. OMG! Yeah. [insert wild freakout here.] As you can see, I'm sooooo uber excited about this accomplishment. I don't have any more money for Aaron, but I probably won't until summer, anyway. I have to start thinking about saving up for things I need for college.

And also for a cell phone. I kind of lost mine either at school or at my grandma's house or somewhere in Southern California. I couldn't actually tell you where it is. I'm going to put an announcement up in our school bulliten saying that I lost my phone and that I kind of would love it back if anyone took it. And put up posters. Because I love Pepper, and I tend to lose really small objects. Pepper happens to be a really small object. Ugh. -facepalm- I had him last on Wednesday. I swear I did. Like, I know it for a fact that I had him on Wednesday. And now he's just poofed off. I'll ask the librarians tomorrow if they've seen him. I do miss my boy. He's probably exceedingly unhappy with me for losing him. -Grimace- But it's stupid, because the cell phone company says he's not insured. But I know he is because when you renew the two-year contract, the insurance renews. That's how it works.

Apparently not anymore. D: I'm going to call my service provider sometime this week and ask them why my phone isn't insured. Because that's muy retardoso (yay, fake Spanish).

All right! I've put off this paper for long enough. Time to get cracking and get this beat of a thing done. I promise to have better updates that aren't about really random things next time...Or do I? My train of thought is always really scattered. Like, bad.

L-O-V-E always,

Clarke

What message would you want to put in a fortune cookie?

At first, I was going to say something insanely sexual, but I was like...no. Let's be real. In all actuality, I'd put in something I'd like to get. If I had to actually think about it, "Relax, you're going to be just fine," would probably be my number one choice. Sometimes you need to hear that every once in a while. I know I do. I mean, I tell myself, sure, but I'm supposed to actually take my own advice? Psh, yeah right.

At least I'm honest.

Do you believe in life after death?

I honestly don't know. I think that there's something. There's gotta be something. We don't all just rot in a hole and do absolutely nothing for the rest of the time that we have to spend on Earth. I don't think our brains just cease to exist. But I dunno what I really believe in. I think there's something, but maybe it isn't life.

At least I'm honest.

Bored, Yes?

So, I'm sitting in American Identity, and I'm bored out of my FACE. So basically, this is my only solace. I have to let you all know now that I'm going to put myself into a hole starting on Thursday afternoon because I have to read my American Identity book and write an essay in four days. So yeah. I'm going into a hole and there will be no internet. Really. I'm cutting off the internet connection, and I'm not cutting it back on until I'm done.

So this is possibly my least favorite weekend ever in second semester of senior year. I should be taking notes right now. XD Um, what am I gonna do right now? I don't have very much to say. Just wanted to tell everyone that I was bored. BOOOOOOOOORED. Out of my mind. Yeah. Basically. Woohoo. Uhhh...LOOK A PENGUIN.

No, not really. That's all for now.

OH! I got a laptop. She's a Dell Studio XPS 16, and her name is Kelsa Mai. I love her very much, and I got her on Sunday. Much love for her. So, soooo much love.

L-O-V-E always,

Clarke

Doll Count: $4.66/$435.00 -- 1.07%

I DID IT

So, on April 12, 2o1o, I had enough money to order Xanifel Eprium Nevid-ja. Yay! So in typical me fashion I rushed to the bank to put the money into the bank. Now PayPal just has to get its shit together and actually transfer the money over. BLARGERRAAAWR. Meanwhile, I have started to save up for my next doll, who will be a Doll In Mind Ace. He's definitely going to be getting new wigs and an outfit and all that jazz, because I hate how weak and ethereal he looks in the store photos.

Okay, not so fun part. Guess how much he costs plus shipping. $435.00! Why yes, that is more than Xan costs. $51.72 more, to be exact. Then again, Xan loves Aaron and must have his lover, so I will listen to the voice in my head that is Xanifel and I will buy him so that they can live together and be happy and all that sappity stuff.

IN OTHER DOLL RELATED NEWS:
I was searching through Den of Angels, as I often find myself doing instead of doing homework and being a functioning member of society, and came across a title: "Dollfie's Drag Race [Season 1]". This was my reaction: "/SF GSDGSLUDFG VSLJDF HSJD HIZPDSFVGVIPBBDNV. YES." I am pleased. As an avid RuPaul's Drag Race watcher, I do believe that this is the best damn idea anyone has ever, ever had. Ever. Even better than America's Next Top Doll Model. Loads better. Heaps and mounds and leaps and bounds better...I assume you're getting my point.

Alas, news that are not doll-related.

I'm almost done with senior year and I know where I'm going to college. HOLY CRAP THAT'S SCARY. We're done with classes on May 20th, and I've been searching for summer jobs. My first day of COLLEGE COURSES starts on September 1st. I think I'm just a little bit more than a little creeped out by this, you know? I don't really want to grow up. I mean, I want to, but I never thought it would be happening so fast. I want to take a breather and I want time for me to be me, not to have to start packing for college now and stuff. I'm not ready for adulthood yet.

I know I'll have fun in college, but I'd like just a little more time to be able to be an immature brat who whines and complains. Just for a little bit longer. Mrr... I'm hungry (totally sidetracked by tummy) >.<". And we're back with cereal. Sorry about that. Where was I? I don't really want to talk about college anymore. So, happy things: I may be getting a laptop TODAY/sometime in the very near future. OH SNAP. Yesssss. Very yay. Then I can be a nerd on the computer and nobody can stop me. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

In other, other news, you should all watch this video: This one. I'm in it. And if we win, we get $10,000. Can you say hello, Aaron? But the powers at be will probably say "hello, college fund." Either way, it helps. So watch it, like it, comment on it. Pretty please. I think that's about it. I mean, really.

Blurghhh. I really gotta finish watching Sailor Moon (which will happen faster when I have my own laptop). So yeah. Minimal progress on that. L-O-V-E always,
Clarke

Doll Fund: $4.66/$435.00 -- 1.07%